Proposal envy

Ever since I found my old diary I've noticed that I do tend to have a lot of early morning dreams. When I was younger they usually ended up between two people I had never met, but came to signify 2 key male players in my life. Funny enough I almost always chose to hang out with the darker haired one of the two.

Anyway, it seemed I was on some sort of trip with my baby sister. We had stopped somewhere that was kind of like a fair sort of out of the way as there were people constantly circulating. I was walking along a dirt road, trying to avoid getting run into by both people and vehicals. I know we were on time, but I had decided to head somewhere (possibly to where our car was) to retrieve a book. I seemed really focused on it because I could see the dark cover in my mind- it was either Soul Bound or Blood Ties. One of the Richelle Mead books I have. I just remember trying to get to it. I'm not sure if I ever did though because the dream shifted to where I was in it looked like a confrence room about to join my mother for something that we were to watch. I ended up greeting the lady next to her and she had mentioned something about being my neighbor. Not to sure about that. At one point during the video or something we were watching I got up and left the room. Somehow I ended up close to the kitchens where there were the caterer carts and covered trays being set up for lunch I would guess. I was looking at something in one of those dishes when my boyfriend came up next to me. It is strange since he only makes rare appearances and when he does, it's usually one of strong emotional or should be for the strong content- considering what happened next. He moved away from me before I could get the confused look off my face and returned to the room I had just left. I go back as well moments later still not sure that I had seen him. I end up finding my little sister on the other side of the room sitting on the floor with a bunch of other younger people (not kids or children, more like older teens and young adults). The conference video switches when I notice out the corne of my eye, one of the girls talking about how she saved this band that she shrank down to fit her finger like a ring. She said she saved it because that was the time and place where she had met her significant other. While this girl was telling a few others this, her boyfriend had gotten up and moved to stand in front of her. He knelt down and started talking about how they weren't the normal couple and he had removed a box to show her that he also had that same band shrunken down as well. After that point I caught sight of my boyfriend and I could see the envy on his face. I know he would love to do something like that, but not at this moment.

I'm not even sure if this part tied in because it ended up so different. By now I was packing up some stuff and joking around with boyfriend, when some alarm goes off. Part of me kicked into panic mode because I knew it was serious. What ended up happening was a couple of idiot teens broke a safety valvue and an airlock door. I remember staring at them and saying we didn't have much time then because whatever viruse was behind that door would be released shortly and we all needed to get out. But after that first initial panic there was no fear or hurry. But I guess by then I was already waking up.