Sunday, February 27, 2011

I dream weird things in the early a.m

So sometime around 5ish I was dreaming about coming out from a room to a front yard in time to see someone disappearing over a hedge. The only thing I caught a glimps of was the back of the person's head. My dad was standing out in the middle of the yard, moonlight all around him. He kept apologizing to me as I was backing up back into the house. I should not have left the room. Someone was out there with him and coming at me. The room had 3 doors- the one I left out of and another that also lead out plus a closet. I locked the door that I re-entered and quickly moved to the other and locked it. I felt hurried, like there was someone on the otherside trying to get in. The closet door was between the other 2 doors and I entered the closet in an attmept to hide from whomever was trying to get to me. I remember leaning against the inside wall of the closet and covered my head. Whatever was coming after me had gotten into the room and broke a hole in the closet door scaring me further. I tried not to make a sound and cowered back from that. I woke up before something else happened.

After that, I dreamed of someone stalking me at a work place (not one I am familiar with). I kept moving from room to room seeking a way out. But there was no where I could go. I kept getting followed. And I never really saw who was following me. I managed to get to a car in a garage, but escape felt so impossible. What was I running from?

Friday, February 25, 2011

Old places old faces

I swear! This house that I used to live at is still haunting me! And I didn't fully realize where exactly I was until I was talking with an old friend who lived across the street from me and shared my birthdate.

It felt like home so I really shouldn't be complaining, but this home was a mixture of other homes I've either lived in or played in- so there were windows facing out to the front (but in reality I know they would have been covered by dirt) and I was hanging out in the basement with my sister. We were doing something but I remember looking up and across the street to where Valerie had lived. I could have sworn she had gone off to college/moved out, but there were more vehicales in a newly expanded driveway. And I saw her get out and move across the street to greet the neighbor who lived to the left of my house. The next thing I know I'm talking to my parents about the neighbor who lived to the right of us (how they had so much parking space and yet continued to park in front of our house- a familiar real life event where I live currently) when Val decides to cross the other neighbor's yard and she gives me a huge hug. I mean I haven't seen her in almost 10 years and it looked like a lot has changed. Normally she's a sporty looking person with her hair pulled back neatly- but she looked like she had lost some serious weight. She whisper to me "I'm sick" and I started waking up. I don't know if this is true to life or not, but I'm hopping not.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Strange Babysitting

I was walking up a walkway to a house at dusk to take care of a couple of little girls. What I didn't know was that someone (their father?) was there. He seemed surprised I was there and kind of hit on me, but I just ignored him. At some point I started feeling really uncomfortable and decided to leave. I ended up talking to a neighbor as I was trying to get into my car (rather unsucessfully at getting into the car) when I felt the uncomfortable prescense again. I started to wake up at that point.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Strange Travels

So I had the unfortunate problem of waking up around 4:45 this morning. The weird thing was, I remembered what I was dreaming about and then procceeded to dream something completely different. Seriously strange.

I was packing laundry when this group of people showed up at the house. Apparently the house was being haunted? I'm not sure because I didn't really find that out and it was still day-light out when they showed up. The weird thing is, this was a group of people I was familiar with (ie I've watched them on tv) and somehow I managed to crawl through what appeard to be a hole in wall. Stranger still while trying to get to the other side of the wall I remember having the fiberglass insulation rubbing against my left forearm. Backing away from the wall I run into the group leader. We end up talking about human attraction for some odd reason and all I could do was keep backing up with this big "uh-uh" look on my face. Nothing happened but it was strange because there was no attraction more like curiosity.

After that I ended up visiting what was a family friend. I was talking with one of the daughters when the power went down. I kept trying to get away from the mother because she was mean and trying to poision us. Weirdly enough, no one seemed to mind this as we were trying to escape the house. She seemed pleased when we managed to escape the house.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Past Reminder

We were out at dusk looking for something in the ocean shallows. I remember jumping between sandbars watching this huge looking shark that swam between. It seemed like a game just trying to stay out of the creature's way. I don't know what we were looking for. Slowly our environment changed to walls of what steadily looked like a living room. The sandbars becoming couch cushions and the shallows becoming a dark rug on the floor. All the creatures though, vanished.

So was this a reminder of what I used to do as a child? I don't really know.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

All day consideration

So normally when I dream I tend to want to write this all down in the morning like right after I wake up. However, today was a different case all together. I couldn't just bring myself to sit down and type anything out. It was odd considering I have been on and off the computer all day long. What is wrong with me?! Seriously, I spend a majority of my day working at a computer and on the weekends when I can actually get away, I still drift back and type at least something- or at least you would think I would with somethings like this. Dreams do bother me and for some reason, I like remembering them, even if I can't recall every detail- that's why I make myself write them out. Because everything is interesting and it goes with a couple other strange facinations of mine.

Anyway I had this strange dream this morning. Jason Munday (of Skyway Flyer fame) and a bunch of others were together in a place or I should say what looked like a living room and I was there for some odd reason (I never understand what I'm supposed to be doing)watching it rain out of a front window. What is hard to tell is if everyone was packing up to leave or to settle down stuff for the night. This couldn't have been more than a few minutes but it was enough for me to just remember because I felt so awkward and it was sort of like a "good luck" sort of wishful thinking.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Strange/Learning

So lately I've been waking up rather early- like 5somehting or 7ish depending on the day. I guess it's not so strange given the fact that it will be spring soon and while I'm waking up early it seems like everything else is waking too. But that's beside the point.

This morning I woke up around 4:30ish for some strange reason and managed to fall back asleep. And well, I don't normally watch Big Bang Theory, but apparently I watched enough to make some sort of impression. Anyway, I was returning home (home apparently being a house close to a beach) to take care of something related to my sister. I left and returned again later to find someone waiting for me that my dream self recognized as a roommate. Now offline I know I'll be moving out soon, but I won't be really needing any roommate, but my sister is coming with me. This person looked a lot like Sheldon (BBT) but he didn't act like the tv version of himself at all. He was shy and easily embarrased and seemed to become rather goofy when I passed him to enter the house. I recognized this as for some strange reason, he liked me, which is awkward because he's a roommate- that just would be weird.

Still later this morning- I dreamt I was trying to rush to a class (highschool- why is it when I need to learn something it's always at a highschool level?) and I was with a really good friend of mine. She looked a bit different, but that is because I know she has been losing weight. I ran into a former best friend and I felt compelled to tell her that I was in fact moving out into a rather nice house with four bedrooms that could easily be made five with a wardrobe in the spare room. She seemed really surprised and I felt bad that I had to terminate a frindship just because she decided to really curse out my sister, but honestly, it wasn't fair of her to do that in the first place. I end up making it upstairs after being blocked from a side staircase that me and the first friend would take because of a small group of people practicing something and headed to an alternate route. I made it to the class. There were computers all around the edges of the room but the middle had about four rows of tables and chairs. I end up greeting a couple of people whom I haven't seen since middle school and I'm smiling like crazy for some reason. Before I could figure out why, I wake up.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Easy sleep

It's strange. I was leaving work and for some reason I got fixated in the parking lot on this pile of sand formed by an ant colony. It was either the end of the day or something or maybe a cloud passing over the sun but the sky appeared overcast. Somehow a bit of light broke through and was reflecting off of a side mirror and had illuminated the ant hill. I don't know what came over me, but I decided to flick the hill over and knock it down. Someone from across the lot yelled at me saying that the ants who created that (and apparently dozens of other such hills in the lot) were endangered. I thought she was crazy and said, even if I did knock it over, they would be alright and dig it back out. I turned and got into my truck and started to leave the lot and at a light, my truck changed into this little motorcycle. I was just as confused because the light had changed and I had to get that thing moving forward. At this point the overcastness had disappeared and it was sunny.

I ended up driving to this place surrounded by trees. It reminded me of a sort of get away home that was in the process of being updated. I entered the place and ran into a bunch of kids. One of the older boys saw me and said "you came back" It felt familiar somehow. The next thing I know I see another little boy with some of the younger children toting around a plastic potty in the shape of a penguine. Maybe he was being potty trained. I moved from that room into what looked like a bathroom with toothpaste on the floor. I felt compelled to try and scrub that mess up with a washcloth, but some of the mess was stuck on the floor pretty good. I started waking up at that point just as a motherly woman came into focus trying to assist me.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

puppy!

So I had a strange dream this morning. I was cleaning a house/helping someone move stuff around when we kept incountering these puddles of green dog puke. It was really strange, one the color shouldn't be something coming from a dog and at first we couldn't find the animal. I found him in one of the rooms. The poor thing was shaking and really scared. The dog was an aussi-german shepard mix. I woke up as I was hugging the dog assuring him it would be alright.