confusing

Ok, so this was strange even by my weird standards.

We were moving and it seemd like almost like it doubled up as a reatreat from something. I was hanging around other family and we were getting the younger kids together, but there was a sense of urgancy like there was something going on that we either a) couldn't stop or b)could't escape from. It was like we were all waiting for something to happen and in that moment I was talking to an aunt of mine whom I hadn't seen in years and she had mentioned something about my mom looking for a church that everyone liked. I stared at her for a moment because knowing my mom, as long as she loved the fellowship it didn't matter what church she went to.

Then the dream shifts to something more sci-fi, and there is this battle going on. Ships are forming up together to make some sort of attack and I don't exactly know where I am, but I know I'm watching this and what makes matters worse is feeling like something else is going to go wrong. But I assume it turns out alright because everyone returnst to this base or ship thing (I didn't get too good of a look because I was focused on something else)and I'm trying to find someone that my dream tells me that I love with all my being, but is in immidiate danger of being hurt by someone who cared about me. The next thing I know I'm racing up a windy metal stairwell trying to stop this person and he is in deniel about the other "running away" from everyone and I had to stop and ended up leaning against him saying that he hadn't run, that he saw that there was a phantom corp that was going to come around for a surprise attack that would have overwhelmed them, that he didn't ditch everyone and that both people were heros. It was that horrible knowledge that I was stuck between two people- someone I loved and someone that though I cared for, it wasn't love. That woke me with a start because outside of dreaming there is someone I love very much, but I don't think there is another person that I'm aware of.

All in all returning to my parents house leads to interesting things.