10/29

I was with my family and extended family (no one I knew) getting ready for some get together for my dad's work buddies. I kept debating whether or not to go. I really didn't though because I knew it was a pool party and I didn't want to wear a swimsuit. I don't know why I made a big deal about it because most gatherings one has a choice about what one does. Anyway, when we get there I see Kristina and Margareta. And I'm happy because I know then in a room full of strangers, mostly itallian strangers. My family disappears outside and somehow I get drawn into playing video games and coloring. Every now and again I'd look outside to the pool area and see people talking and hanging out to the left.

I didn't write wendsday when I had a short dream about hanging out with Alex and all of a sudden we are scrambling to secure the basement where we are. And I watch out of a basement window and sliding glad door as water comes rushing up from left to right. I know I panicked for a moment, but then I just watch it as the water never came in.