Interesting

Back again. Things have happened a lot in the last so many months. I've had a baby, gotten married, had my other half deployed somewhere around the world. In all that time I haven't stopped dreaming , but rather I had slacked off with writing. Well no more. I'm back and plan to keep track of what I get. The dreams are still just as vivid as before the only difference is now I am fighting what is presented to me. Instead of going with the flow I am grounded with the constant reminder that I am not a teen any more and that I have a responsibility to my baby- that I am a mother. It's really crazy with the conflicting feelings. Like this morning- I was at a house for some sort of game party that ended with I could either stay in this world or go with the characters I was interacting with. It was rather strange.