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It started in a car and took me a moment to realize that I wasn't driving. I glanced over to the driver and found my ex smiling next to me and he reached out to grab my hand, but I was moving away. I didn't want to be anywhere near him and the entire time I kept thinking "no, it's over. You shouldn't be here". It kind of freaked me out.

Then I was in my parents house, digging through a box of stuff in the front room that had been my mother's office. I was looking for my baby sister's dance shoes she used to use for show choir. I really am not sure why since her feet are a size smaller than mine. I managed to find a really battered shoe, but not the mate. I can't recall what I was to use them for. From here I left to visit a friend (not someone I recognized here) and I guess we were filming something, because we kept switching from being in his back yard to his portch to his basement. When I was getting ready to go we were in the basement and looking for the other person who was with us. That person had popped out of this orange box thing laughing as me and my friend went out front. I think he wanted me to stay, but I couldn't because I was meeting my mom and some of the friends she and dad hang out with. So I left.

At the parents' friend's- it was mainly the adult women (no matter how old I am, I'll always feel like a kid) and they were laughing and hanging out. Some of them were doing a sort of crafty project but I'm not sure. My mother asked me a question, but I don't know if I answered it because I was getting up to go to another room. I found my coworker in that room talking to someone. She normally looks tired due to her failing kidney, but she looked energetic and was really excited. She looked up at and asked me something to do with Nitro. The only thing that I can think of is something to do with that old American gladiators tv show. Not sure how I responded to that.