Saturday, September 24, 2011

Parts! Always in parts!

So my dreams have been a little more disjointed than I am used to and it is making it a bit harder to remember parts especially since now they are coming in multiple parts. Today I was lucky enough to remember at least 2, but I'm sure there were more.

This first part has me and my immediate family I'm what looks like a summer home and we are spending time on the ground level clearing up after a cook out. While we are cleaning my mother comes in with stuff telling the rest of us this is the last time we get to play on this level since we have to now rent it out to others. I know I am shocked and the rest of the siblings are confused at this. At one point I am asking them, what about me? Why can I not rent out the ground level? I work and make money, I could make enough to have that place for our continued use, but my mom ends up shaking her head with this heartbreaking smile telling me no. Which I don't get because outside of sleep I am definitely someone she has relied on to help out with in tight spots.

The other part shifts focus and has us returning to a school. I can feel that prior to the return that someone was antagonizing me and a couple others because as we were leaving a bus I was being told she wasn't worth it and to let it go. Now I am at the point in my life where I am done taking crap from people, this seems to have extended in my sleep realm because I do go after the antagonist. It just ends up with us leaning against and office counter with me knowing that there is something else wrong with her and asking why give me crap. I know I hadn't done anything, but I know people do stupid stuff due to jealousy. I don't think I found out because I was starting to wake up.

The funny thing is, even thought I was waking up, I still managed to push myself back under for a third part that I don't even remember.

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