whatthewhat?

Ok, so it's almost been a month now that I've lived in this new place. By now I'm a firm believer that in certain places it's harder to dream or easier (or just plain confusing). For a while I haven't been able to really sort through any dreams I had. But this morning was definately something I could remember.

This morning I was in a school (either middle or high school) walking through a cafeteria getting milk- of all things. I ended up seeing an old buddy of mine (before he got into the goth/skater thing that was high school) who was motioning me to join him before we had to go to where-ever. I don't remember what we ended up talking about, but at one point we're walking back and I remember saying "I'd like to do all "this" again." He asked me what I meant (by this time we were in a class room), and I answered "I'd like to re-do high school. Two more friends I hadn't seen since middle school showed up as I was explaiing what I meant. I wanted to go through school again and not let anyone else walk over me- sort of like having more confidence and taking no crap from people.

From there the dream switch to a definate high school vibe and at this point I know I wasn't taking crap from a group of people I was walking with. For some reson I appeared to miss out on six weeks of some sort of project and the group I got put into- most of them didn't appriciate me being there (or taking credit for their work). I just blew them off and asked why the big deal? It wasn't like I wasn't going to help with the project. They didn't need to be such pains in the ass.

Then my mom called and woke me- stupid cell phone